i just want to know that i am leaving things here back home okay. it'll make for a bad trip if things end on sour notes.
this trip will probably have me do some soul searching as to what i really want in life, where i want to be, and if what i am doing in life fulfills who i want to be- because right now im not sure if everything is the way i want them to be.
i think that the things that are keeping back are the worries i have for my family and the people that i love most...all the holidays and events that i am going miss (ie. eight birthdays, parent's anniversary, lindsay/melissa's graduation, and all the other things that i cant think of at the moment)...and the fear of being alone for so long.
Heya Ally! I'm gonna be honest and say that things were lonely when I first moved to Scotland! It's hard not knowing anybody and having to basically start your life over in a place where you don't know where things are or how to get there, and so on. BUT! Things have turned around spectacularly and I am SO happy that I went. I'm sure you're going to be fine and I hope you really enjoy your time there. I'm thinking of planning a trip to mainland Europe in the Spring... where exactly are you, maybe I could see you at some point? Anyway, you're a friendly and outgoing girl, you should have no problems making tons of friends and getting settled in! All the best!
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